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I felt him climbing onto the bed, but this time he didn't move between my legs. Moving higher, he knelt over my face, with one leg on either side of my head! He rested his buttocks on my chest and squeezed my head between his thighs. He began rubbing the head of his stiffening penis back and forth across my lips.
I didn't want him in my mouth. The very thought of it caused the bile to rise in my throat. But he told me if I didn't open my mouth, he would kill me. He said he would cut my wrists and let me slowly bleed to death. I don't know if any of you have ever been terrified, I mean REALLY terrified, but at that moment, I was. As much as I hated myself for doing it, I opened my mouth and let him slide his penis in.
I was crying, making the blindfold even wetter than it was, while he moved his hips forward and back, sliding himself in and out of my mouth. He grabbed the hair on each side of my head and began pulling it forward and back, just the opposite of the movement of his hips. This wasn't a blow job in the classic sense. He was simply fucking me in the mouth, using my mouth just like a vagina!
I was crying and gagging as he drove deeper into my mouth. He was pushing the head of his penis back into my throat, pulling my head towards him until my nose was pressed against his stomach. His penis filled my mouth, causing my jaws to ache from holding them open for so long. He continued pumping himself in and out of my throat, fucking my mouth as brutally as he had my vagina. My body was twisting and jerking, my arms and legs pulling against the ropes as it became more difficult to breath.
I heard him begin to groan as his pace increased even more. I felt his penis stiffen and begin to throb. He growled deep in his throat as the first wave of sperm shot from his penis and splattered against the back of my throat. I was choking and gagging, my legs and arms fighting against the ropes as he continued filling my mouth and throat with wave after wave of thick, hot sperm. I felt it coating my tongue and the roof of my mouth as it ran back into my throat. He pulled my face against his stomach and buried his penis in my throat, squeezing my head between his thighs as he shot the last of his load into me. I was choking, unable to breathe. I had no choice but to swallow. My stomach began turning and I had to fight down the urge to vomit.
He sat on my chest, holding my face tight against his stomach while his penis slowly softened in my mouth. Finally, after what seemed like ages, he pulled out of my mouth and let my head drop onto the bed. Climbing off the bed, he retrieved the wet, dirty ball of cloth from the floor and stuffed it back into my mouth. Again forcing the long strip of cloth between my teeth, he tied the gag back into place.
I heard him get dressed and leave the room, then the low murmur of conversation. Maybe ten minutes later, I heard the apartment door open and close. Then silence. I guess once had been enough for the other rapist.
I lay there all night and into the next day. Somehow, after hours of trying, I managed to loosen the rope around my wrists and free myself. I immediately went to the living room and double locked the door. I then crawled into the shower, set the water as hot as I could stand it, and sat there crying while the water beat against my skin for most of the afternoon.
I never reported the rape to the police, so the animals who did this to me are still out there. I'm so afraid that they will come back. Since I never saw them. I won't even be able to recognize them if they come around! I still have nightmares about what happened. The slightest noise at night terrifies me. I even have to sleep with a light on. Can you believe that? Twenty seven and I need a night light! And I still ask my self " Why me?" . What did I do to deserve being treated like that? Can anybody tell me?
Anyway, that's the story of the worst night of my life. I don't know if any of you will understand, and I guess it doesn't really matter. I couldn't STAND to keep it bottled up any longer. I just HAD to tell somebody! God, I hope it helps. I really hope it helps.